Okay...if one used to be motivated in a big way to do everything...work, husband, kids, house, dog, sports...read...be a perfectionist about all of it, almost... then comes to the realization that in trying to do ALL of these things she is hurting her H way beyond measure, and putting herself, kids/home/way of life at huge risk... but then takes the steps to correct that...and then in the process quits her job, pays attention to hubby, enjoys hanging out with her kids... walks the dog at leisure... hangs out on a BB system with some really cool people she would love to meet some day... but can't get really motivated to do anything else... is that woman getting depressed?
Yes, Sooner, I am enjoying my kids being back in school, but I'm feeling lost. I thought maybe I was getting ready to start my period (Gawd, are we allowed to say THAT here?), but then realized I just got over that a few weeks ago...so it isn't that (I'm sure you are all gratified to know my cycle now)...
So have I rested up from being burned out and I'm looking for the next thing to come along? Is this what they call a mid-life crisis? I have two web jobs I have to whip out by Friday and I'm sitting here trying to get motivated to do them...and could give a rat's ass less. Supremely bad attitude. As Cathy would say on her other thread, WTF!?
Whew...don't know where this crash and burn came from... but man, oh man, am I feeling very blue.
Is this what happens when you overhaul your life? F*ck.
