Monday evening at 10:25pm I sent H a txt, asking him if he thinks he will ever love me enough, or be attracted to me enough to want to ML again.
Reply came at 10:50pm, saying, "Whoa! That's an interesting question to be woken up to! What brought that on again?"
I replied... "Well, you know I will give an unending effort to make us work. But, I think I deserve to know if you're willing to work on us as a couple, or if you're just staying home for the kids. It just hurts to be so in love with you, and not have it returned. I don't just miss us physically, but the intimacy that comes with it. I'll never take it for granted again, given the chance. That's all. I love you."
pressure, pressure will get you divorce papers.
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OF COURSE I know it was the wrong thing to do.
then why sabotage yourself??
because you don't have a clue...maybe..see you got to look deep inside yourself to work on yourself..until you do that...then you'll be where you are..
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OF COURSE I know I'm applying pressure.
not only was it applying pressure..it was beggy, needy..unattractive...he felt like he got nagged..it was inconsiderate..
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OF COURSE I'm sick and tired of living in limbo. At some point, we all have a point where we're not being able to continue in the current conditions. I'm sorry, I'm getting there.
wow..let's see...you registered in November..got and read the books when???...you're almost done?? That may be a record for a Noob..
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My plan is to just act as I usually do, have a nice dinner ready, be sweet and kind, etc... The ball's in his court now. If he chooses to ignore it, then so be it. On to PLAN B. Not sure what that is, but some changes need to be made
and here in lies the problem...you view this as a plan...it's not a plan...until you fix you..then you'll continue to be impatient and be where you are..
