Struggled quite a bit tonight...really missing hubby..not understanding how he can be doing this.

I just dont want to give up our life....

I want to start over..recommitt...
He is still hoping OW will take him back.he thinks he loves her!
But in the next breath he will tell me that...I know how he feels for me...

He wont open up..thats my punishment for sending his texts to OW..must have made them fight!

What sucks is I have been down this road and I know I should be moving on..yet I feel like I am leaving my soulmate..

I am scared to go thru life without him.

Thanks for listening!
Sandy


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