(((polly)))...I feel like that about her. But, I have to let that go to truly get on with my life. Can you imagine having those feelings all the while knowing my children were staying the weekend at her house? I'll pray that she has a change of heart. I'll pray that she recognizes her wrongdoing and looks out for my boys as if they were her own. My H has picked her to spend every other weekend with them. I'm praying that H is making good decisions for my boys as well.
(((((((Sandi)))))) Sometimes when I look back to where I've been I'm amazed I've come this far. God and I have work to do yet, but we'll get it done. It's always so moving to read your posts to me. I love you more than you can know. You have helped me grow tremendously in my faith. I know God sent you to me...my own special angel.
I know everything you say is true. I know about the importance of forgiveness. Everyday I've come a little closer to forgiving H for this mess. I just have to really get busy forgiving her now too. And, I realize that she, as much as H, may be good at heart and may just be in a messed up place. I've been those places before too!
So, Sandi, keep me in your prayers. I'm gonna make you proud...God's taking care of me...I'm letting Him. And, while I'm sad tonight, I already feel the burden being lifted.
((((W.O.M))))...I've been reading along some, and I'll head over there now...but, I'm not in a great place right now, and I don't know if I can offer much more than encouragement.
Love you all! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!