Dropping the rope

[peacetoday]

Milicant
thanks for visiting nice to hear from you
thanks GG upside BM so confused for your support

I am well today
I am feeling more detached and done lately
I am D
H reamins distant and he respects my no/limited contact
I like this better
b/c I feel closure with my D final ( at least that part is over)
I feel blessed that I got to keep so much
I feel stron and confident and ready to move ahead
I have created a life..I am working i am dancing
my kids trust me. I have mnany friends
I have learned so much here these past 2 years

H is a mess
as far as I can see from a distance
he doesnt show up to work
lies constantly
back on anti anxiety pills
I believe he is falling into a deeper depression now,
and without me catching him, he will have the best chance to fall, so he can recover
One never knows but I dont think he will be ever want reconciliation
It is in my best interest to pick up the pieces now and move on
peace