I have given massages before, but being so starved, it was always hard not to get interested in turning it sexual.

Maybe I can start doing that.

Regarding her servicing me, yeah I would love that, but it never happens. She is what I would call a very selfish lover. She doesn't do anything for me. Maybe once a year if I'm lucky, and even then it lasts about 15 seconds. Just another disappointment I guess.

Spellfire aka Mike

"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A