, yes I guess I am in away, partly from my own discoveries in retrospect with my own situation and more so after having been around these boards for a long time. It only happens here, in RL I am still gulible and or trusting. I do know the tendency to sooo want to believe, that we can look at the elephant in the living room and see a sleeping dog.
As for the text if in doubt do nowt! If you can live with the results of the text whatever they may be then do it and then go enjoy your trip home. Where is home you sound so happy to be going back for a visit,is that where your parents are or where you grew up?
Doesn't b/f have laptop or b/berry he can access his emails from where ever he is? Just going for it without over thinking sounds like a huge step f/ward to me,good for you.
