"And then this bill and she won't let me come home to help pay off this bill and get a job. Its just getting to me today."
WTH, you are an adult. Figure out a way to go home and get your bill paid. It's your responsibility to get it paid so it doesn't affect your credit. You can't blame her for that. Or pay it off up there.
You've got to stop playing the role of victim. You're putting yourself in the position you are in. We all do that from time to time. It's called being depressed. It'll take time to get over, so let it out. Yell, cry, hit the sofa, something to let it out so you can clear your head.
I think you just need to get out of the house, off the computer and walk around.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
