My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

Hey there Stacy. Good to hear from you. I appreciate your support.

It's been a tough day today. The audit is going ok at work but it's stressing me out a lot too trying to keep everything in order. It'll be finished by lunchtime tomorrow though and I'll be happy to see the back of the auditor.


I have Wee Man tonight and that's been a bit of a struggle too. My W pays for all the child care costs because she gets the money from the government in benefits. So, she came past a short time after I picked him up to drop the money off. When she was leaving, Wee Man started screaming because he didn't want her to leave. I was gutted to say the least. It was really hard to cope with but I didn't let it show to her.

My Mum came by tonight too and I got emotional again. I'm guessing she brings out the worst in me. I hate being this way. It's been 3 months since my W left now and I feel like I shouldn't still be getting this way. On a plus note, my W has been so friendly lately. Probably been more friendly than I have with her to be honest.

I'm really beginning to wonder if the medication I'm on is making a difference to my moods. In the long run I think it has to be worth it though. Only 3 months to go!!

Kev