Txmom, thinking of you often. It does sound like you are making some progress. Only you will decide what you want. With your girls so young it would be wonderful to be raised by both parents together.
take care.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09