CNMN, stop the chatter that is going on inside your head. I know this is hard...trust me, i fall for it plenty.
It is time to move forward girl...
I had to look at my STBXH and realize that he was not coming back either...and that if he ever does, then I wish him all the best...but I had to let go of the dream of yesterday...
So ask yourself, what do you see in YOUR future? What will it take to make YOU happy? We are all responsible for our own happiness...strive to find your balance again.
I'm rooting for ya!
Valentine
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller
