I do have to let it go. I do have to stop with all the questions. The great news is that I'm tired. I am so tired emotionally that I just can't bother with it anymore. I only talk about the relationship with my girlfriend/roommate because that's about all I can take and she's very supportive of me fighting for the marriage if that's what I chose to do. Alright. New day. No more questions. No more talking about relationships. And 180's only.
