Don't know where I am at. Had a discussion with W this weekend prior to ML. We are on a once a week deal right now, which is fine with me since it's a huge improvement. She says she is just not that into ML, although it doesn't seem that way once we get started. She also said she realizes she puts everything ahead of me, and she needs to stop it. It kind of upset me (and I let her see that, which I probably shouldn't have, but I am also tired of hiding what I feel).
I keep reinforcing that ML is not "just sex" and it's what I need to feel connected to her. She is gradually getting it.
I find myself kind of drifting along now, not sure what the next step is.
Spellfire aka Mike
"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A
