We are on 12 days of no contact from DH, two weeks since the last time I emailed him and that was in response to one he sent me. I am at peace, though, and while I miss hearing from him and am disappointed a bit when I do not get any new emails, I do not get depressed or sad about it. God is working, I have to give Him the time He needs to get through to my husband. I actually find the silence comforting to an extent, as it shows me that DH cannot just randomly shoot of an email like there is nothing going on.
Hearing you say this gives me a lot of comfort and peace. My H and I have been in more frequent contact and been on a "friend" basis. But I am trying hard to leave the comms up to him. I just never know what is going through his mind....
Glad you're continuing to work through your fast! It is tough. I also gave into using food as comfort on Sat - which can be a downfall of mine. However it tends to push me away from God and take my focus away. Realizing that gives me more desire to fast. But it's much harder to implement sometimes :-)
I did by the Franklin journal. It will help my focus out a lot!
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
