Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

I think he's still holding back a bit to test me. Hence the cheek kisses still. I've been very lighthearted and joking with him, flirty, and just acting like I don't know him very well, (which let's be honest, I don't, since all of this has happened), so I've been asking him questions about "things" work or sports or whatever. He's been very playful, like wrestling playful, jokes, things like that. Yesterday I grabbed him by his face brought him real close and gave him a kiss on the forehead. I think it took him by surprise, but he didn't fight it or say anything.

When he called me about 6x yesterday, he called my job line, I'm the receptionist so....I always pick up LOL. So can't ignore those calls. If I happen to not answer a cell phone call he texts me and IM's me to say he's calling.

When making my plans for he gym tonight I told him he can go after I get back like every other tuesday, and he said no, I like going with you he said it's kind of fun when I go with him.

So I poked fun and said just a lil' bit just kinda but not so much LOL, and we smiled.

He's been looking up family portraits so we can take a nice unique one, Easter wknd. I've been very cool about his trip to see his dad, which I usually have a heart attack about b/c it's in another country and he goes for 8-12 days each time he goes. But this time I'm like "whatever". So maybe that's a relieving 180 for him since he was expecting me to nag and complain.

I like being calmer, I like the New Me I am blossoming in to . DBing really does help the DBer become who they should have been all along, without all of life's messes putting stuff in their heads.

Well that's all for now. I'm off to check some threads.