Well my H leaves for the job tomorrow. I hate to say it but I am happy to see this day. He will be gone for 12 days and will be returning after that for 9 days. I have been sleeping on the couch ever since he made that comment about the N F whore. I just can't bring myself to sleep next to a man that would say that about his W and then think that since he said it when he was mad then that makes it okay.
I have been feeling really down this last week. I feel depressed and like there is not an ounce of respect left in this M. I am exactly where my name says I am...lost in Iowa.
Me-31 Him-28 D1-9 D2-6 Married 5-06 Seperated 12-07 He filed 1-08 Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08 Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09 Filed for D 4-28-09 Trying to make a go of it 6-09
