True Love or True Fog? Part II - The Fertile Void

[Silver Fox]

Well I do have a pair of black wedge heels with a peep toe - I love red toenails showing through - and they're easy to walk in. I might have to go with those, skinny black pants, white blouse and red sweater. I don't think I'll have time this week to shop for a black skirt. I have kind of a 50's style, shoulder length hair parted on the side look and I'm a size 4 (thanks to the LBS diet) so I think I'm on my way to looking FINE.

Met with my L today. He gave me a rundown of how mediation works. We'll be in separate rooms with the mediator moving back and forth. Not sure I like this - I want to look H square in the eyes. Although he did say we could all sit together at some point - anyone else had this experience?

I think I'm as prepared as I can be. I have all the paperwork, copies of bills, W-2 forms, pictures of our run-down house. I know what I want and how I'll defend it, so the wild card is really my H. Not having spoken with him since August I have no idea what kind of mental or emotional state he's in, no idea what he will say or offer. But L says if he throws the bankruptcy threat into the mix all bets are off. The family court will not hear a case until those issues are cleared up.

So much for H's speedy D.