Need Help handling affair thats still going on

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K
It is so very hard,this situation
I dont know what your H will do if he has to choose between ow and M
for the most part , they choose ow
the attraction/pull is very strong
in my case the DB, also built hope in me b/c H and I got along well while I db...now I am dim and will be changing that very soon
dimness creates huge walls between us
I see the purpose in it and it has worked for some, I wish the map were clearer
peace