Sheesh, don't feel guilty. Sleep where you want. Just don't be snotty or mean about this situation, or placating and pursuing. You need to prepare for the fact she is going to divorce you and you need to accept that. Expecting this not to happen will kill any chance that it *might* not happen.

Have you found any support groups, started hanging out with friends???? What are you doing for yourself?


There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.