I need help guys. We started to try and pull things together than everything is now falling apart. The other night we went to the bar. Things didn't go well. Her friends were telling me about the OM and that she went over to his place friday. They said he was a real Ahole and had slept with over 40 women. I won't go into much detail but I got kicked out of the bar when she confronted me about talking to her friends about OM. Later at home I called the OM, he said they had sex every day for 5 months and what not. When she came over we got into a yelling match. She was throwing it into my face how he was better than me and stuff. Then I just lost it. I pushed her onto the bed, threaten suicide.... I won't go into more detail. We went to a counselor the next day.
I'm afraid she is going to leave me again. She said she is afraid of me.
How do I forgive her for being with him. I told her she needs to cut him completely out of her life and she doesn't seem to want to do that.
Any more advice? I feel hopeless. I don't know what to do anymore.
MMe-28 W-27 together 5yrs M-4 Kids-1 D-3 Bomb 20 Oct 08 Filed for D 29 Oct 08
