I am afraid I may be getting some expectations because I sense my H may be turning a corner. I don't feel comfortable thinking this way because I have thought that in the past and things have gone no where...however something seems different this time. I really hope I don't have to eat my words later. Anyway, my H is being much more consistant with contacting me. He recently went out of town for a few days and he called me everyday and sent text messages. He came over when he got back and actually spent the night...something he hasn't been able to do for awhile. My H seems more relaxed and his hypertension is lessening. I am not really sure how to explain it but he does seem to be more tender with me and he even looks at me more lovingly...much like he used to.

I hate to get my expectations up. I know he could get scared and run.

We have a C appointment tonight. My H says he hates going to C but he will go...he says he would rather just spend the time talking with just me. My H said if we aren't mad at each other after C we should have a romantic night together since my kids will with their dad.

We will see...