(((Naej))) thank you for your fantastic advice. I kind of need someone to hold my hand as it were at the moment as this is all so totally new. I have never been so let down by someone who I thought loved me. I will take some crib notes to remind myself. I am kind of forgetting all ready, which in a way is good as my anger has disappated and so will make for a better discussion with h, but at the same time I can feel myself getting weaker and wanting an easy life and leaving it, so I need to pep myself up again and realise that this is not acceptable.
(((Kalni))) I believe you and naej are right about them not walking away until they have ow in the background. It just shows their weakness! I do know I will be ok, it is just horrible and not what I wanted. However, I am really appreciative of what I have learnt and although it is a hard journey I learnt so much.
(((Ali))) Thank you for the astrology! I am so pleased spring is here - it felt like a long winter this year!
Today I am exhausted! I keep falling asleep at my desk which is quite bad!!! I have a busy week coming up, meet with the solicitors tomorrow morning then meet h on Thursday night as well as social stuff with friends. Then I am away for the weekend for an alumni day at my old uni which should be really good fun. Lots of people I haven't seen for years.
The guy from the course yesterday emailed me as soon as he got home! We're friends on FB now. Hmmm, we'll have to wait and see what happens with that one, if anything...
