Oops!!.......I think I've dropped the rope!!

[Silent Chrleader]

D24 and K were released from hospital today. Went to E's parents house as planned.

H has texted D24 and agreed to meet in "neutral" place. They talked about meeting Tuesday at the house, but that is up in the air due to H's schedule. I don't think D should be out and about so soon after the C-section. She says she wants me with her when they meet, but I don't think that would be such a good thing. S17 has suggested that I tell her to meet with him during the week he and I are in CA. H can come over to my apartment and see the baby and be D24 can be comfortable. I think that's a good idea.

I have been trying to rest and relax all day. I try to nap, because I didn't really sleep the last couple nights but it seems that I doze for maybe a half hour or so and then jerk awake. Yet, I'm so tired. I keep thinking of the fact the H is probably with OW and I am so very angry. It just kills me!!

My mom called me today and I asked her not to allow H to manipulate her the way he has been doing. My brother also got on the phone and asked about my trip to CA. He says he would like to go too (he has lots of friends down there). I told him he was welcome (we could use another driver) so long as he can remain sober. He said he would......I sure hope he means it.

I'm going to go try to watch a movie......and then take something to help me sleep......I have to be functional tomorrow at work......