Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

I'm with you Song. My kids know this all falls on my W as far as a decision goes. I'm perfectly willing to be separated as far as not living in the same house to try and work on things. But D is not something I am for and my kids know that.

I wonder if when I get back and start getting my kids every other week if that will have any impact on W. Of course I won't get them every other week until school lets out. But still. I think she will think the time off is great at first. But I wonder if after a while if she will start to think differently. Especially if the kids are having a great time with me.

Who is to say. I screwed up tonite. I told W about my weight loss cause I was all excited. Then I found out that my SIL has gestational diabetes cause she is pregnant, so I asked my W if she could call her to give her some tips since my W went through the same thing. I think I talked to her to much. UGG. I clearly have not detached. Why can't I detach? Why is this so hard for me? Probably one reason is that I am not looking for anyone else and nor will I. I think that makes it harder to detach.

Kevin