I appreciate your thoughts. I really really do....and take all of your comments to heart.
I am lately of the mind if sex is going to happen it will. I am not overly pursuing and about 50% of the time lately he is the initiator. Always respectful to me in that regard. I would not tolerate bad or abusive behavior in any way.
Today was good. We both went to separate gyms, then met up with friends for a rainy walk on the beach and then breakfast. We were invited up to a friends house for dinner tonight, he didn't feel like socializing so I am going alone! Yeah me (pat on back!). Didn't pout, didn't guilt trip him, yada yada...
I am not feeling so weepy these days. A little stronger. I hope this lasts........