Well another F for the day for me. I don't know how it keeps happening, I keep screwing up.
So this morning I got up real early, couldn't sleep again, took a shower and made breakfast for the two young men. An hour or so later the wife got up and asked what my plan was for the day. Now I had told her at least twice already that I would be going to her buisness to do some handyman work. I would be gone for the day. She replied with her usual odness, as she doesn't know how to talk to me in a normal straight forward way, and asked if I would be gone all day. I said yes. She responds with were are you going. In my head I'm thinking, come on really I already told you I am going to your buisness to help YOU OUT. So I respond with, I already told you. My bad response! She then repeats something she has said to me before, "I tell you when and where I am going and when I will be back." But the thing is she doesn't, she bought tickets to see bands without telling me and invited matt without telling me. So I said that to her. MY BAD AGAIN!
She leaves the room and then goes to our room. I follow. AGAIN MY BAD! I tell her I don't want to get into another go no where I back and forth. She responds with, "I can see you still just need to know what the boundries are." She then says that its like us sharing the same bed and then proceeds in telling me that all along she has just wanted me in the house, but i am still here. So now she would like me to not sleep in the bed anymore.
I respond with a somewhat negative tone, this is my bed, I am six feet four and why should i be the one to go sleep on the floor and you sleep in my big bed. She gets pissed off by this.
she then says, see this is what I mean, you are still here in the house and forcing your control on me. This is why she wants me out and this is why she is so sure she wants a divorce.
