Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

I don't say anything negative about my W either to my kids. I tell them that I love their mommy and nothing will ever change that. When I pray with them at night I ask that God heal our M and family. But I tell my kids to keep faith in God no matter what happens and that I will always love them and mommy.

So they know. I also told them that it is not God's will for us to D. They know it is wrong at least when they talk to me. Now I don't know what they are being told on the other end if anything since I am not there.

I won't tell them about the A. I don't think they should know right now. I'm not sure when they should know. If she introduces OM to them, then I will let them know what has happened as I don't think they need to show OM any respect for assisting in breaking up their family. But for now, ya, I think its best to hold off.

I have my phone interview tomorrow. I'm hoping that goes well. Either way, I am looking at 2 more weeks and then being back in Dallas and staying with my friend while I get a job if I don't get this one.

I just keep playing that song "I'm going home".

Kevin