I wonder if a miracle happens and he decides to try on our M, how I can keep the excitment going. Maybe this really won't work after all because it would be so much work and I would constantly be wondering, am I good enough, am I making it exciting enough for him, is he happy with me, will he look for someone else?
Ahhhhh, there's the rub.
As far as OW goes, she's insignificant, if it wasn't her, it would just be somebody else. They don't love these OW's (or OM's), the whole thing just provides excitement and distraction.
