What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

Just got a phone call from the wife. Not a good one in my book. She talked about cleaning her place and how she just ordered a bedroom set for my daughter. We started talking about the relationship and she said I have to honest, at this point I don't want to come back. Oh dear God, why can this woman not make up her mind? If she is ordering a bedroom set for my daughter that seems like she's digging in for a while. This hurts so bad. Stupid me, I asked why she wouldn't come home and give it a try. I am so miserable I just don't know what to do. How do people get through this? This is so freaking painful, I just don't know what to do now. Dammit!!!!!!! Why can't I control these emotions? Why does she keep changing her mind? Why won't she come home? I cannot be this woman's friend and pretend like this.