I'm all worried that I'm in denial. What is wrong with me?

When this first happened, everyone said think positive, not that I have at least been told we are not getting back together I'm thinking maybe we will LOL.

I am dreading getting a letter from a solicitor and seeing him again without his rings on.

5 days now with no contact. Quite a relief not to have to look at the selfish Bas*ards face to be honest.

Anyway, went out last night and had a really good time. There is life after him after all. Albeit, a scary one.


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids