Finding neutral

[AliSuddenly]

Hey GFI, I feel the same way as you do.. my patience is running out and/or, time to accept that he is gone, or time to just try one last ditch attempt at something different, but what? Or is it better to just hang on and not 'jump' yet? I know. No answer.

How about some honesty? (and what was the thing you were going to 'try' and do above and then said, cant, too painful??). How about telling her how you feel? I still love you, I'd love for us to work this out, not only for H, but for me and you, whatever it takes, if theres a small doubt in your heart or regret at leaving, talk to me, else.. I accept you are gone and I let you go?

I'm thinking of doing this when I see him, hopefully soon.