Blindsided everything you are feeling is completely normal. Take your time and step away from the situation as much as you can right now. Some of the hardest times for me were right after H/OW baby was born. It was brutal, but remember...the new wears off fairly quickly and real life sets in.
Do whats best for you and K and take a break from the chaos they bring to your world. Nothing says you ALWAYS have to answer your phone or respond to a text. Cell phones are wonderful because they have the ignore button...if only we could have them installed in ourselves.
Keep your head above water and focus on you. Go out and do something, anything that will take your mind off of this and believe me I know how hard that is, but its better for you and for K. The train-wrecks a comin' sometimes it just takes awhile. Be kind to yourself, you have done so well throughout this whole thing and you are a great mommy who is there for her little girl. ((((hugs)))))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
