Yeah, what's funny is that he doesn't have a problem communicating or anything else with me (you know). It's just that he has this other fun new life for whenever he wants it. We can get together and act just like it's old times. I was too friendly through all of this. He's been having his cake and eating it too. When I found out the latest about his new womanchild interest I decided that I needed to cut him off. That's why he was freaked out when I didn't seem "friendly" today. He doesn't want me to be "mad" but does all of this stupid shiat.
I'm definitely happier now on my own than I was with us together. I don't have to worry about his erratic behavior or what stupid thing he's going to do next financially or whatever. I actually sleep better at night. Not so much stress. It's just wierd because he can act perfectly normal and it's fine. We could have remained friends with benefits for however long. Now I just can't while I know he's interested in someone that barely qualifies as an adult. Ugggg. I was not bitter because it was my call for us to separate, due to his wierd alien behavior. Now it's just yuck. We were supposed to work on stuff and go to counseling but it never happened. Guess you are not too interested in trying to fix the old broken life when you have a "fun" new one.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
