WAW New life with OM

[ppenton]

Today was such a beautiful day for a baseball game or two
Unfortunately, S15's team lost both (10-5 and 6-5) to a very good school on the east side of Chicago. S15 did hit an RBI triple which was exciting! W was there without OM and only said "hi" and "bye" to me. That was fine as I was interacting with the other parents, some of whom we have know for over 10yrs. W did leave before the second game was over, she's never left early before but I didn't care. Anyway, S15 said he had fun even though they lost, next game is Monday.
When we got home I went on a walk for about an hour and talked with one of my cousins, who has been divorced for 3 yrs and is still having a hard time missing her H.
Then S13 and I met my parents at Applebee's for dinner and now we are home and the kids are playing XBOX.
My mood was up and down as it was strange being at my kids game and not with my W, who I wanted to just hold and tell her how much I love her but I know not to pursue.....
Tonight I get to log into work around 2:00am as we make some database changes and my team needs to test their applications. I work in IT department for a truck manufacture.