On Thursday, I had 5 people lean on me, mainly relationship problems. I didnt mind, I didnt know what to say in most cases, but I was just there, in person or by phone. Anyway, I read this and it made sense:
I've been feeling very lonely this weekend. I know you dont give to receive and I dont mind giving to others after what everyone has done for me in the past.. but where is the shoulder now for me to lean on?
I waitressed tonight and met a gorgeous shy man with brown eyes, I was instantly taken with him and I think he was with me, he developed a nervous stammer! Each time I served their table, I saw his two friends lean forward to him and grin.. I could tell they were saying "wow that waitress is really giving you the eye!". He came up to and just as he said goodbye he held my gaze and we stood smiling at one another shyly for a while. I nearly ran out after him to ask him for his number, but I couldnt do it. Nearly though!
I dont want to be alone anymore. I'm sick and tired of feeling lonely.
