Divorce looming #6

[K4D]

I'd say my W's A is extreme. So I guess I could see it going up to 12 months then. I already know my W's is PA.

I really just didn't want to disapoint my kids if I couldn't make it up there in time is why I am not telling them right now.

However, I have a job interview lined up by phone for next week. So I get it, I will definitely be up there very soon. But I can't count on it unless they tell me I have it. It would be a permanent job to, not a contract position so I would have benefits. They want SQL knowledge which I have some of and am working on learning more as well as good spreadsheet knowledge which I also have.

I'm hoping its a prayer being answered. We shall see.

If I get it, I will go ahead and tell my kids I am heading up there. If not, then I won't tell them until I get ready to leave to head up there. I'm hoping at most its 2 weeks left here.

I did talk to W again tonite when she logged onto webcam for the girls. She actually was talking to me. She didn't complain about anything with regard to me. It was really a nice conversation. We talked about how tired she was because her mother stayed the night last night and snored all night. So that kept W up. Then we talked about our kids. D11 got up and made breakfast for D7 and their younger cousin and watched them while W slept. So W paid her. I told D11 how proud I was of her for that and how responsible she is becoming.

It dawned on me tonite that I may finally be able to get my life back up and going if I get this job. I would be able to get my own place in a month or 2. Have my kids with me every other week. Its really stressful not having a job so that would be a prayer answered. I could start enjoying myself again and figuring out how to make a path for myself in Dallas. It will take some getting used to being alone every other week. But thats what friends are for.

I'll make it. I'm starting to have a little more hope and confidence in things. I feel like I am just ready to get back to work and get things going. Whatever happens in the M is going to happen. But if I can just get everything else going, I'll be ok.

Kevin