just remember slow is fast when it comes to resolving these problems - don't count the days waiting for a big fix to happen to clean up this mess. It's going to take alot of time, use the time to your advantage and work on you right now and stop thinking about her, where she is and what she is doing.
Slow is Fast and Fast is Slow when it comes to fixing these relationship problems.
Glad to hear you're joining a gym - putting all your energy into you and realizing some decent personal time for yourself on a daily basis is really going to wake you up on what you've been missing with regards to taking care of yourself.
Continue being dark, detaching, getting a life - the gym is a great idea, a great step in the right direction!!!
The vacuum principle is real, give it some time, you'll see. ;-)
