I went skiing with a friend yesterday. It was a lot of fun. However my mind was heavy thinking about my sitch all day and it was driving me crazy. I usually am able to forget about everything when I go ski for the day but not yesterday.

I really hope I'm just going through a rough patch these last couple days. I am very down and crying a lot. I haven't had this much emotion come out in a long time and it's very difficult.

I am hoping to make it to the gym today to pick up my mood.

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09