OLD POSTINGS

Checking in to let you know not to worry about me. I haven't posted in quite sometime but you are all still in my thoughts. I keep you all in my prayers. Karen, Kat, Cat, Puppy, H4H, WDID, Sara, lwb, MC and everyone else on this site

I'm so busy with work and the kids, anyone who has kids will know how much work kids are and with 4 I have my hands full \:\) it does make me so happy to see them playing having fun, just being with them I am very lucky.

December Dream

written by John Braheny

I can see her slowly walking
Through the empty streets of morning
Who she's with I cannot tell
His face fades with the others
In the endless spell of dreams I know so well

Though she walks with him no more with me
And I know she's where she wants to be
Her happiness is there for all to see
But I find that I still wish it was for me

I can hear her voice still ringing
Through the empty songs I sing
And it seems that all the words I find
To say the things that crowd my mind
Only bring me closer
To the things I'd rather leave behind

Though I know the game's been played
And I know the mistakes I've made
I know I shouldn't be afraid
To love, for love for any time at all
Is worth the price you pay to fall

Just came across this song, I'm constantly listening to music one of my passions its performed by The Stone Poneys a group featuring a young Linda Ronstadt from the late 60's

I like the last verse I know I shouldn't be afraid To love, for love for any time at all Is worth the price you pay to fall God has blessed me so much, family, beautiful well adjusted children, good friends, I still have a job, I have a roof over my head, food in the refrigerator, and I still pray that God will let me find love again someday

W has the kids this weekend

I'm divorced, it happened 02/10/09 I guess, thats the day the family court judge signed the parenting agreement.

Thanks you all for everything you all have done for me, I would have been a basket case if not for all of you

M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D7, D7, S6
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
New Abbreviation = WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08
D final 02/10/09


What's that part in the movie Parenthood, where the grandma says I like the rollercoaster, the thrills the ups and downs, some people like the merry-go-round but that just goes round and round.

What a rollercoaster ride life has taken me on so far