I feel you but the folks on this thread are right. It appears that you're being clingy and needy. Hey man, I know it hurts. It hurts a lot. But you have to be strong.
There are tons of resources you can use. You don't need your wife to do this for you or help you. You have the Internet and use the recruiters, that's there job to help you be a better candidate.
Me - 39 W - 39 D - 11 D - 8 S - 5 Served - 04/14/09 Temporary Court Orders - 04/27/09
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.