There is no room in this journey to beat yourself up. The Ml'ers do it for us.
Your actions were not intentional.
Remember, most people could not handle what you are doing. You are an exceptional human being, with an exceptionally difficult Ml'er.
Snodderly,
Thank you for that compliment.....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11