What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

Ok, the date went well but I still am getting the vibe that she still wants to be alone and maybe wants me in limited doses. Nice lunch, nice movie, we talked a lot, held hands, kissed and hugged all the nice things but something just isn't right yet. I kept getting that vibe. That coupled with a few comments she made about the future and the past lead me to believe that she is struggling with what to do. She's still holding on to negative stuff from the past. Now I didn't argue with her one time--I just listened and validated, that's it. I think I did ok but she can see how much I love her and want her to come back. I know she can see it--it's like it exudes out of my body. I thought I sensed she was irrated towards the end of our date but she started complaining about her tooth and that she's getting a root canal next week, so I didn't annoy her hopefully. I just tried to have a pleasent time and did for the most part. I would be have a super terrific time if she would move her butt back home. Oh, she smelled so good and looked so good. How come I didn't recognize and say those things before? I'm such a fool. As much as I enjoyed the date, it is quite painful for me to see my wife walk out the door and go back to her apartment. I know, I know, baby steps and patience. UGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!