Beans all advice is welcome, no matter how long you've been here.

I am grateful, but...after all I have been through (I realize I did it willingly)I am just not willing to take a backseat anymore. I am tired and have finally reached my point of "no more." I need to SEE some actions as the words are not enough anymore.

I have to find my patience and I have very little left. Its just been a tough couple of days and its just life, but that doesn't make it any easier to take.

I'm just going into this with my eyes wide open, the rose colored glasses were shattered some time ago and after several attempts to repair them, I finally just trashed em' and have to look at the world through new eyes. Not bad, just real.

Thanks guys.


M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option