FOUR DAYS???? Oh, I guess I can try. We had to see each other today and we had to talk about some insurance stuff to get it finalized in the check in the mail to us. (We were burglarized, like I needed that stress too.)
But the next few days, we probably won't see each other. We'll see each other on Sunday when he comes over for dinner. And I could leave, but I think it would hurt my friends feelings. They love the Sunday night dinner with us and truth be told, so do I.
But then next week, he has S Monday, Wednesday and for the weekend starting Friday at 6:30. So there can be a lot of Dark Days then and I'm going to have to maybe leave town so I won't be around to help him.
The thing I hate about this the most.....I miss my sweet son and his sweet little face and his gorgeous smile when he's not with me. But I know I need my alone time too and my girl time.
My friends have actually been pretty great. The only thing any of them say is that encourage me to encourage him to seek C. He doesn't believe in "that stuff" so I can push that envelope right now. But I do hope he'll change his mind.
Today, things have been fine, very normal actually during my few interactions with him. That's good.
"When you get a chance to have those conversations, stay out of the R talks. That last one is going to set you back a little, but you've got his attention. At a sub-conscious level if I had to guess. He's wondering. That's good. It builds curiousity. He can't ignore it."
What do you mean by the above? How did I get his attention? By backsliding?
