Well, here I am

[MrBond]

I know exactly how you feel.

Just this past weekend, my W opened up just a little which is a big deal for her. So, of course, I jump all over it and am happy, think we have a closer shot, etc.

Then yesterday, she's all cold and distant again. It's hard, it really is. But I made a decision to stick it out and that's what I'm doing for better or worse.

So you can either leave or stay. If you choose to stay, then you're going to have to be willing to accept everything that comes along with it and go along with the idea that in the end, all your efforts could lead to nothing. I think that's where you are at right now.