First Piecing Thread

[Hope4us]

Thanks TAL. I don't know if things are looking up or not. They're definitely more pleasant, but not near what I need.

I haven't been to W's office for a couple weeks. I'm almost afraid to go by there because if I see that stupid glass, I might blow. So I've been avoiding it.

This morning she was an IMing fool, but when I got back from lunch she was pretty distant. It's funny, she contridicts herself constantly. And I wish she would just come out and say what she's thinking.

Like the other night. I came home and asked if there were any plans for dinner and she said she ate a late lunch so she was just going to wing it a little later. I put a frozen pizza in the oven and 10 minutes later took it out and she told me to leave the oven on and put one in for herself. So if she wasn't hungry, why did she eat 20 minutes later. Why not just say, I feel like just winging it and leave out the story about eating late so she doesn't have to answer when she thinks I'm going to ask if she wants to go out?

Same thing today. Was just IM'ing her and asked how her day was and she said slow. I'm taking off to get S20 from school soon and I asked her if she wanted to cut out early and ride along and she said, I can't, I have stuff I have to get done. WTF? Why not just say I don't want to ride 5 hours round trip because it's boring?

Who knows? I just have to keep giving her the space and let her figure it out on her own. Just hope I'm still interested if/when she does.

Thanks for checking in.