B - Too many facades and shields between us and no one willing to tear them down to see what's inside. I have come so close to spilling the beans so many times and then my fears stop me.
I know that you all have hope for Mrs. Cinco to want to explore her sexuality. Talks I have had with her tell me there isn't much there to explore. I could be wrong but even when our SL was good it was me pulling her along. When she began to refuse certain positions and things that we would do I knew there was no interest in her exploring herself further. And then all of the other crap that happened killed what little was there to begin with.
It is her doing things to keep me around now but it is simply a chore.
I should just come out with it all and see where it leads us. I suspect to a divorce.
