I am happy. I had an awesome time last night and had a great feeling about it. Probably read too much into it, but nevertheless, it was good and I was/am happy.
I know that I have zero control, it still makes me defensive about the friend. I have to work and deal with that internally. I have not let on to W that it upsets me, just venting to you guys.
I also know that I should not have said anything about the invoice. I wasn't going to say anything when I first saw it and she saw me with the stack of papers and that on top and got defensive about not keeping it all. I let it out before I even knew what I said. Again, it came out and didn't effect our evening as we still had a great time.
I know progress is being made, I am still working on patience and doing better in that area. Just finished reading The Four Agreements and now reading the Power of Patience. I hope and pray that things continue to improve.
