Oh gosh!!! If I lived with you I'd be 200 pounds!!! Chocolate Chip Cookies are a huge weakness for me. That and See's Candy!!!
It sounds like you are building good memories with the kids. When you are older this is something you will never regret. I know older adults who deeply regret losing this time. Eventually, when it's long gone, they realize what they lost. And that regret can be one of the most painful things in their life.
But they cannot feel it or imagine it until it's long gone. You are luckier in this then many, and you realize this.
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
