Don't look back

[cz946]

Just an update.

XW just left for vacation with OM. Seems they a little more seriuos than she let on. Of course I thought this but didn't want to believe it. I have d5 all week so that will be great. Found out she has been taking OM around d5 already. I told her I didn't like this, she said she respected my opinion but disagrees that its to early. Of course this caused a backslide
on my parts, as we got into deep relationship talk. which seemed like a 2 week cycle for use. Get along great and then I get my feeling hurt. I promised myself to not let this happen again

We have been getting along great for the last two weeks. Even told her to have a great time on vacation several times. Went to dinner on Monday so I could see d5. It had been 4 days, even though we are 50/50. Just the way my schedule that week worked out. So at Dinner XW and I spent the whole time catching up. I even made the comment, dinner to see d5, and we been in deep conversation the whole time. XW laughed.

So here I am, D, still madly in love with XW, who is in a relationship with OM. I've been on a few dates, but no one I'm interested in. I have seemly became the perfect XH, as friends of our stated XW has mentioned this.

I honestly believe the XW, OM thing will phase out. He is 14 years older than her, and just spending a boat load of money on her. She or he will wake up.